Finding The Old Song Once Again

Been listening to the old songs that i've loved ever since the past. Suddenly, I was surrounded by the feelings that i've felt in the past. The feeling of getting infatuated, the times when all cares seem to be gone. I've found out that I've really lost a lot of what I had in the past, especially the song which I had fallen in love with. Not as in the song I felt in love, but the song which reminds me of how I had fallen in love with the first girl I had 'loved'. The words in inverted commas are because I wasn't sure whether I was really in love or infatuated with the girl for 4 years, or maybe even more than that. How had those time seems so new yet so old.

Up till now, I have also missed out many of the 'classics' that i deemed them to be. I will always know the lyrics and tune of the songs, even though i have already forgotten the title of the songs. Some I have never even know the names when I heard them. Everytime the songs start, I will find the feelings once again, giving me the feeling of nostalgia once again. How it makes me feel the impact and the power of the songs. Oh my, how I wish I can find out the feelings that I've lost in the path of time. The never-ending path of time which I've wished that I've never started, or stopped in my tracks at some place. Time, the greatest factor in the reason why many of us forgot so many things and also why we lost our way because we could not deal with whatever was in the tracks. Hope everyone will be able to find the own songs and the correct paths in time in their lives. Let us live and find the way to backtrack.

Endless Waltz

For people who has not heard of the above title. It is simply a name for an extension of a anime serial that has been showed a very long time ago. In the past, I had always thought that it was just a cool name for a anime since the word 'waltz' sounds so weird to me. However, when i watched the show recently, and also touched on the same words again, it gave me a thought about the meaning about the word.

The story is screened in the future world, where the human population is living in space, creating what is known as colonies for people to live in. Yet, there are two factions which are fighting. The current one which is ruling the world as of the start of the story, and one secret faction which built up it's own super robot and soldiers, which consists of 5 main individuals, to fight against the thinking of the current ruler of the world. The story ended in the whole serial, and the movie endless waltz is about the re-living of someone who wishes to start the whole settled event again. And with this comes the reason on how I got the thought.

In the movie, the screen is about the total control of the world, and the main goal of them is to take over Earth, which is the main obstruction in their quest for total domination. However, this is just another plan which, in the case of the secret faction, is just something which is a total waste of human lives. The war that will be fought, the sacrificing of unnecessary lives due to careful planning of the opposing party. Which will be what they will say as the endless waltz. Waltz being the classic dance which is danced in the better society. This is what that is said, getting the poorer to suffer by dancing waltz endlessly. The people above will do the waltz, leaving the poor people to suffer due to the lack of them doing anything else. Is this gonna be what the world is going to walk to? Or is this going to be what the world is going to be, fighting each other for the sake of revenge and anti-revenge? Will the tragic incidents that has happened in the past and recent past happen once again in our lives? Will this waltz carry on forever and ever, leaving the poor and helpless to suffer everytime?