Kinship? My Foot!

Guess that this is going to be my 1st post not on my thoughts or feelings. Had a really huge quarrel with my mother recently. This quarrel is one which really made me think what exactly is the relationship with your family and relatives. For those who knew what happened to me will know why am i thinking it that way. Really wonder,what really constitutes to a kin's real relationship? Is it one which contains hatred,lack of understanding over each other? Or is it the fact that there's only one party who's giving and the other taking it for granted,just because they are more senior? Is this really the family that i'm in,one so different from my idea of relationship? I really do not know. Everyone knows that there's a limit to tolerance,so why must they keep pushing it more and more? I had not wanted for anything to even happen,why must there be one who would always keep forcing me to become so cold,so cold that i don't even remember myself anymore? I really do not wish for so many things,why?!?!!


Yet another sad story,finding that i had to go through all these things. Good thing i still have a place of solace outside home. One more thing,i think i'm gonna be gone from my home soon. Having so many problems,i don't think that there will ever be anymore hope in staying in that family anymore. I can't even feel the warmth in that place anymore. Never do i wish to even find another place where i will find such a thing again.