The same old dream(nightmare?)?

3 days in a row,I've been having the same old weird dream. Different locations,same person i'm always with. What is the meaning of this? Is this what i really wish to have? Even though i'm cracking my head in order not to think,even to the extent of trying not to interact with the person. Yet the dreams seem to force my own hidden feelings to re-surface. Why must I remember these dreams? The vivid images in my mind,creating all sorts of feelings in my heart when i wake up. Why must these dreams come onto me,when i don't even remember my own dreams that happens to me? Why,of all dreams that i will gladly remember,even though they may be nightmares,do i remember these? Is there anyone who can help me forget all these images?


Might these dreams be my punishments for having done something wrong,and this is just the method that i have to be punished for regretting the actions that i did not do? I really wish that this feeling will stop soon,stop tormenting me in this way. I'd rather go through physical punishment rather then mental and emotional. Maybe me taking a leave now is really not a good idea. I guess i really need a lot of distractions to help me get over this feeling that i thought i have already been through. I can only hope that this will get settled before everything goes out of hand. Hope can only get so far. Let's leave everything to the life that has got me so far. Hope they are not fooling me.