Another Thought(From The Same Show Again!!)

3rd thought i've received from the same tv show that i've been chasing these few mths. This thought seems to have already been in my thoughts for a very long time,just that this is the detonator that detonated the bomb in my mind,making it so obvious to me that it makes me think into it alot.


What is the difference between good and evil? Who is right and who is wrong? Is the first person to initiate a war the bad guy? Is the first person to propose peace the good guy? The thoughts between the right and wrongs have always been making people confused about whether they are wrong. This thought has also made a drastic effect on my decision-makings regarding who is right and who is wrong. In the past,i always follow my decisions upon what my teachers taught me to be right and disregard any other paths which i could take. However,as i grew,i find that these so-called right paths causes me to feel inhumane,to the extent that it makes me hurt so much that i wonder why am i following these decisions. Finally,i started to wonder why am i giving so much care about following the right path. In the end,i found out that nothing in the world is absolute,nothing can ever be totally right or totally wrong,no matter what anyone says. Hence,i started walking down my current path,a road not seeking right or wrong,a path that i deem to be what i would do and what i wish to do. After following this 'ideal' of mine,i started to feel happier,although there will always be unhappiness. Yet,it makes me remember,the feeling of always following what is right and what is wrong is not really such a good thing after all. Maybe now i'd know why terrorists would oppose the world and vice versa. The thought that they are right may not have been propogated by the leaders,but from themselves who found out that the norm is not right. What they feel themselves is the right path to choose. I guess that would be the reason why people would have different ideals on what is right and what is wrong.


The other thought,about being good or evil,is yet another thing in life that we all have to face. Sometimes,i really wonder. Why do some criminals get off scot-free while some people forced to commit crimes have to face charges so hard that they are crushed totally? What is the definition of being good or evil? Do everyone really get their just deserts? With the effect of bribary and crimes of similar category linked,who can we say to be evil or wrong? The world has already got into such a drastic manner already,what matters now? Even the most evil guy can be said to be a holy priest,and the most innocent can be charged with the guilt of committing something that he or she has never even think of,what is there to speak about being good or evil? Sometimes i really wonder.....